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Metaphysical

I've been wanting to see you for a while now

Just hearing your voice
my ears soaking up your sounds...
across PCS airwaves
Is not enough
anymore p e r i o d.

I know I've changed the energy
Between US
in ONE day,
a FEW hours,
MERE seconds,
with ONE thought,
one ACTION,
one CALL,
ONE YES.

You allowed me
Into your space,

Allowed me to breach
The confines of our
L I M I T E D relationship
by one spontaneous decision,

Allowed me into your sight,
To drink of you
all of you,
in my eyes.

I felt you before I even touched you,

I knew you before I even saw you,

You're so beautiful.

Those intense eyes,
your mouth,
and the softness of your lips,
your hair,
your skin,
your hands,

your heart melting smile.

First sight, and I was dazed, enraptured even...
I couldn't believe I was there... finally.

I had been going crazy
constantly thinking if I should take a chance
Should I take a chance?

The night we met
I felt like I've known you forever

Your existence has actually become a way of life to me
And meeting you, just made that more
touchable,
more physical,
and real.

You felt as familiar to me as breathing
Made our words into pictures,
into sounds,
into thought,
into existence.

I've already been thinking about you
In my mind far too often,

Of driving there, being there in the morning
In the position for the crack of dawning
And the conversations before the yawning.



The back rubbing

Delicious kisses

Heavy breathing

Clinched fists

Silent thoughts

Hands touching

Roaming

Exploring

As we’re to ride the slowly,
escalating sensations
Of the most exquisite intimacy
either of us had yet to know

But yet in still, you say I love that dude,
You said you know I love that Judas.

But how can I love someone who doesn't love me back?
How can I continue to get pushed off to the side, and
Have my mind controlled, and my emotions on edge by him?

Constantly fighting, struggling,
To save something that wasn't meant to be
In the first place.

The minute I saw you...
My thought process changed.

Even before that,
Riding through downtown, coming to your house,

Something

CHANGED.

When I touched you,

I eased inside your arms like the night air

Was lubricated for my pleasure.

We had a connection like

NONEOTHER

Laying next to you

Kissing you

Smelling you

Touching you

Tasting me on you

While "I want you" hung in the air

Weighted like magnets in the incense scented night

I studied your face
Hungrily

In the pre-dawn light.

I wanted to remember

Every wrinkle,

Every contour,

And its exact shade of brown

So that I won't ever forget what it felt like

To be there, and experience you in the flesh.

Even though you had me on the other side of wet & ready

That you wish would never have happened.

I don't want to corrode our friendship
Because I can't ignore the thump of pulse

Between my legs that always alerts my body
To the presence of "prey".

But I know you would speak to my body
With a tongue that drips adjectives
Made of sweet mangoes,

Verbs made of ripe kiwis,
And say my name as if it were a fresh strawberry.

Even though I know you would
Treat any woman like the queen
That she is

Am I the woman you want to go there with?

I am all or nothing

Determined

Curious

Flirtatious

Exciting

Enticing

Interesting

Multi-tasking

Difficult

Intelligent

Cold

Cool

Likeable

Loveable

Hateful

I am all that and then some.



But now,

Now that the 4 corners of the world
Have come together for this night

They have already been stolen by history

The sky is lost

And the stars have slipped into a book
Already read.

The moon is now frozen in place

Surrounded by a visible ring
Of black wings

Slow vultures kettling in the lofts of air

Inviting me to your space

What can I do?

I who dreamed of you so much

I was amazed to discover...

Now that we have collided
On a cloudless night and sparks have arisen

What can I do?

Now that I am awake.

What can I do?

I am mentally entrapped by you

You occupy so much of my thoughts...
you...
with endless knowledge that flows
From your deep mind has seduced me & I am addicted.

This is new to me,

No boredom,

No repetition,

And a feeling far more powerful than simple attraction.

What can I do?

What more do I have to say?

That I want you?

In more ways than just physical,
But mental,
Spiritual,
And Emotional?

I want to be that metaphysical mate
Until time passes us by.

Or regardless of the direction we choose to go in life...

With or without each other, that I always want to be

In your thoughts, apart of your life somehow.

How direct do you want me to be?

Do I need to persist that I insist I have my way?

But then I wonder,

If this is all one big lesson to learn from...

To appreciate people in my life,

Learn not to love hard, and trust everybody?

I cannot have everything that I want....

But oh how I want you.

Big Rob

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