dade murphy

I am 28 I have a 7 year old son... yes that puts me @ 21 when he was born. I love my son so very much. We did, to be honest, drive to Atlanta to have him killed. Something happened with the credit card and we were unable to have him killed.
It makes me sick to think about it. What a monster I was.

Anyway, I like being a younger parent. We play video games together and do tons of stuff my father wouldn't or couldn't do with me. I have a great job and my wife does also. I wouldn't trade my son for anything. We also have a 5 month old baby girl.

Why do you think people stress no sex or at least safe sex?? It is not to piss on your parade. It is for the best. Would my life be better if I hadn't have had my son? I really do not want to think about it. I really doubt it: I wouldn't be with my wife, whom I have been with since tenth grade... I cannot even fathom what would have become of me. It hasn't been easy but I would not change it for anything. I don't know what happened with the card in Atlanta but I am grateful. My wife has since confessed that she didn't want to have it done... I was about to drive that bus off a cliff. Wow, now that I really think about it. One rejected Discover card has shaped my life into something I can Love.

Having a child is a chance for you to make things right. You have this perfect being to mold and direct. That is what it is all about. Taking these little images of yourself and steering them away from your demons. They are not burdens or mistakes they are redemption.

Excuse my grammar and spelling mistakes please... I am a product of goverment education.