bohica mike

7 years....started dating when we were 15 and broke up at 22 when I found out she had been fucking around on me for an entire year. I'm now 30 and I still "haven't gotten over it". Basically every woman I've dated since then, even my wife right now, has borne the brunt of that failed relationship because I hold back and don't give all of myself. I keep myself "unattached" from them just in case it happens again. Don't get me wrong, I love my wife, but not the way I would have before this happened. This is gonna sound bad, but if my wife were to cheat or have an affair, it would'nt bother me at all. I would just file for divorce and go on about my life taking care of my daughter. My daughter is really the only girl that I have been able to "unconditionally" love since that relationship. Not really sure if I ever will be able to give myself completely to another woman. Maybe that's why my marriage sux! LOL