Bipolar

I know it is a cliche answer but you are in a stage of life in which you just need to sit down and have a long conversation with yourself and looks at the possible pro/cons of everything and try to make a decison that you can live with long term. Make sure to weigh any risk factors such as your strong and weak points with each. Sorry I could not be of more help. Maybe someone else will come along with better advice. Welcome to webrats.

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